Friday, May 25, 2012

Last BCP

Last BCP tonight! Woohoo, so excited! Now I have to hope my period comes by Tuesday so that I can go in for baseline that day. If it doesn't, I have to push it off until it comes. I had a significant amount of breakthrough bleeding last week so I'm half afraid it won't come on time. I spent a good portion of the day doing calculations to see when the end of the first trimester would be, the end of the second trimester, and so forth. Pretty ballsy for me - usually i think it's bad luck and I'm jinxing myself so I won't do it. But this time - screw it - it doesn't affect an outcome and I might as well enjoy myself now. Whether I "dream" now or not, it won't make things less sad later on if it doesn't work out. I'm a veteran. I know this by now. Finally figured out my Blogger and posting issues! It had to do with some security issue I had on my laptop on home. I finally realized it had to be something related to that when I saw I had no problem posting from work, but had issues at home (yes, I sometimes post from work ::cringes::). But now it's fixed and I can post comments again for people!


  1. Just started reading your story and your blog. Found you from ICLW. You must be a pretty strong woman to be going through all of this. I will be thinking about you and hoping that AF shows her ugly face making for an easy timeline :)

    1. Haha, thank you! :)

      Man, I don't know what happened to my paragraph breaks. It seems like one huge run on sentence. Sorry about that!

  2. Hope it comes on time and everything goes according to plan!

  3. Here from ICLW. Just wanted to say good luck, and I hope everything progresses well for you and your surrogate.