Sunday, April 10, 2011


I have positives. Positives that are getting darker. (I want to share pictures, but they are huge and ruin my whole blog design).

I have sore boobs.

I'm either coming down with something (totally possible since my coworker, whom I share an office with, was out last week sick one day) or I have morning sickness, because I'm having trouble with certain smells and feel sick at times. (I'm leaning towards being sick because I don't think morning sickness happens that quickly.

I have had very little cramping. I don't know why, when I have HPTs that are +. It worries me.

I am ecstatically happy, yet very very nervous. I've had two chemicals and 1 M/C. I still have SO far to go. But today I am pregnant. Yesterday I was pregnant. If nothing else, I had this whole weekend pregnant - and I enjoyed every second of it.

Beta is not till Weds. Man, you hear about not wanting to POAS because you might not get a positive because it's too early, but now I feel like there's forever to go before beta. Will I make it to beta? Will my beta be any good? Will I make it to a first U/S? I've never gotten past 6 weeks before. Is this my time?


  1. Keeping my fingers crossed that this IS your time. Very exciting!! I hope Wednesday comes quickly with happy news!!!

  2. Congrats on the positives! And I can fully vouch for m/s starting that early. I had it from 2 days post-implantation, all the way until my betas dropped (5days). Same with the sore boobs- so bad I had to sleep in a bra.

    Here is hoping that Wednesday gets here quick and your levels turn out great!

  3. I really hope this is your time. (*hugs*) Positive thoughts!!!

  4. yeah! so exciting. so hoping this is it for you :-)

  5. So exciting! I hope the beta shows you a very high number on Wed!