Email from Gabby last night - no bleeding all day, no cramping. Email from Gabby this morning, still no bleeding, and found a heartbeat in the 160s this morning. Can only find one but thinks the other one has moved behind since they're bigger.
And she's in maternity clothes for the first time today!
ETA: L tells me he thinks I misinterpreted the "days" comment she made yesterday (about bleeding for more than 1 day). He thinks he was referring to those other times she's told us she's had bleeding (what prompted the emergency u/s LAST Monday and the other day of bleeding she had last Wednesday before the u/s. Not that she was bleeding all weekend and didn't tell us. When I asked her yesterday morning how long she'd been bleeding she did say only the night before, so I should probably calm down about her not telling me stuff.
If I sound bipolar, it's because I am. One day I think the world is crashing down on me and we're never gonna make it (i.e. yesterday) and the next everything is right with this world and I think we will. (i.e. today). I'll probably be right back down in the dumps tomorrow. Sorry for my roller coaster life right now, it's definitely a bumpy ride :(
I'm fine with only finding one. At least there's one.
Saw this article on fertility treatments and PTSD. Yes, yes, yes. I would definitely say I have those symptoms. After multiple miscarriages and the letting go and trusting of gestational surrogacy, I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop, I have terrible dreams, it is horrible.
Fertility treatments may put women at risk for PTSD symptoms, study suggests
What do you think? Do you think you're at risk for PTSD symptoms?