Gabby is having more bleeding. I don't even know how long this has been going on or how much from her words.
I have had bleeding and everytime I rush upstairs and check for the heartbeats. I'm actually going to call (MFM doctor) today to ask him how likely it is that it's the placenta of the third fetus breaking down...(more stuff)....What happens is that I have bleeding, usually when I go to the bathroom, then it trickles down and it's just spotting on the paper for the remainder of the day. On those days I take it really easy and try not to move around a lot.
Days? What the hell? She just had a u/s on Thursday? She texted me Saturday night with a belly bump picture and didn't mention any bleeding? What is going on?
She did listen and find a heartbeat on the doppler today, but that's it, stick a fork in me, I'm done. I can't do this for even one more week, let alone 24 more. I can't concentrate on anything else, I can't think, all I want to do is cry. I asked her to please let me know if she had anymore bleeding. I knwo she doesn't want to worry me but I don't want to worry about whether she's telling me stuff or holding back. And I DEFINITELY don't want to be thinking everything is good and get surprised by bad news.
I can't handle this stress. I'm not kidding. I'm going to have a breakdown.