I'm ready for some lines to start showing up.
I've never gotten a positive HPT before 14dpo before, so I don't know why I'm expecting anything this early, but I keep hoping it will show up. It might never.
I have been so bloated the last few days, to the point where last night I was wondering if I might have OHSS. Can that show up a week after retrieval? I was in serious pain. But today it's slightly better.
I'm also still cramping, at least a little while every day. But still, if any of this meant anything, wouldn't I see something already?
I'm getting scared. Scared for Friday, scared for how devastated I'm going to be if I never get a positive HPT and the beta is negative.
Because it will feel like this was all for nothing. The shots, the bloat, the hormones - to go through all of that and still have nothing to show at the end of it?
I don't want another meltdown.