Still haven't heard from Gabby. And I am getting upset over it.
I've now spoken with my L (obviously), my closest friends, my mother, the social worker for the gestational carrier cycle and our local infertility counselor about this. I think I'm all talked out, but I keep crying. A few people have said I should reach out to her again, but I'm just like, why? I know this is difficult for her, but I'm the one who has zero control over my babies right now. Why do I have to do everything?
We've gone to emailing/texting a few times a day, to nothing in the last 2 days. I'm sure she's upset too, but she's the one who asked if I wanted to talk about it.
We can't have this type of relationship. I can't deal with this on top of everything else.